I am happy for that....

This is the absolute worst work week I have had in a long long time. Probably 6 months to a year.
I guess I was due for one but man, it's getting to me.
First, I found out that they might be making us work from 10-7pm which would be completely awful cause the kids go to sleep at 8pm. I would never be there for dinner and barely see them before they went to bed. It makes me want to cry just thinking about it.... In fact, I have cried... pathetically.....

Then, there were these bigwigs from home office (remember?) and they gave out awards for the "top performer" on the team. The girl that got it deserved it but I honestly felt like I did too. It stung and made me feel really unappreciated cause I work really hard here at work.
Plus while they were by my desk, I said hello and they all literally ignored me. It really hurt my feelings.
Then, we get these reviews checking our work and I got one that said I shouldn't have written an account. Its just one thing on top of another.
And it's really funny because I found not one, but two, pennies laying in the parking lot yesterday face up. I picked both of them up thinking they were going to bring me lots of luck. Totally NOT true.
That's what I get for even believing in luck.....

Plus, Kirstynn is just not sleeping good at ALL. She wakes up fussing every 3 hours. I have to figure out what is causing it. I am THIS close to giving her formula tonight just to see if it even helps.

The only good news is that Thomas is feeling better and is back at work today. I am happy for that....